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darkness & lace
03:54
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I forgot to take my meds again
maybe I should just like myself better like this
the voices tell me I'm beautiful
the voices tell me to kill myself
they tell me I'm too pretty to breathe, whatever that fucking means
I just smile and take the beatings.
I lash out with my cash out
I spend it all on dirt
it runs out too soon
now my backbone hurts
I'd sell my ass for this
lord knows I've done it before
take out your dick, motherfucker
the worst kinds of drugs are free
and I need to get them in me
give me that good shit, bitch
oh baby, won't you please cum for me
is that you want to hear?
oh baby, I just need a little sunshine in my life
I'll tell you what you want to hear.
just get me high
I'll do whatever you like
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episodes (using again)
03:48
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having conversations with all the skeletons in my closet.
they let me know how I've fucked up, and finally lost it.
these urges back like they'd never left
and I'm afraid of myself again (fuck this)
so blue, I don't know what to do
it's been so long and I'm still fucked up over you
oh lover, I'm sorry about me
beast inside has grown
I'll do all I know it takes for you to leave me here.
I want all these lonely memories to turn to black.
check out my cute mask because it's all I have left.
I just want to go comotose
give me a noose
take your time while you're leaving
'cuz when you're pissed you always look so fucking pretty
oh lover, I'm sorry about me
jealousy has grown
I'll do all I know it takes for you to leave me here.
writhing in a love that's grown so fucking cold
I deserved for you to leave me here
I'm in a dangerous mood and I've got you on my mind
I'm dangerous and I've got you
I feel sick
What have I let myself become
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composure…
03:40
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heavy is the head that carries the frown
lonely is the thread that unravels me now
composure at my fingertips, I'll find my way out
I won't fall apart, I'll find my way out
I'll compose myself, I'll find my way out
This used to be fun,
but now it feels like the sun is feeling faded in it's own fucking shadow.
I swear to satan this isn't what I saw for myself
fuck, oh my god I need the clouds to break.
I feel so fucking spaced, save me from being erased.
I swear this is my give-a-shit face
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I wish I could carve "no more" into my fucking arm to feel the weight of how I need to change but, too many people would see. I wish I had the strength to remove this mass that keeps weighing down on me.
I'm lost, and I'm floating alone.
swept aside by the tides of everything I've created.
test the waters, see if breaking waves is even possible on poison seas, where serene and unclean, I'm floating like the dead. On the roughest seas this lonely ship had sailed, and now this ship has fucking sailed.
I'm on my back, and
I don't know if this time
I'll be able to pull myself out of this undertow.
I'm all alone, and it's so fucking cold.
do I just go with flow?
lie like a corpse and float?
I'll have myself a fucking wreck on the rocks.
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.norescue. Montreal, Québec
we met in jail.
2018-2023
i - guit.
w - bass.
g - drums.
j - vocals.
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